Anonymous asked: i have a question, why is it that sometimes when i walk into a classroom or the gym i just feel like I'm unable to be there like there's a barrier between me and the environment and so i leave because i know id only feel worse if i stayed there..why do you think that is? it's entirely emotionally or..energy driven, it's not me being self conscious or anything its just a very strong feeling and i choose not to fight it but idk what causes it.

Sounds like you are not down for that sort of environment. I’m not either.
This is energetically and emotionally driven. You sense that energetically that place doesn’t “speak” to you, so you react emotionally by avoiding it, etc.
Tough it out if you want, or avoid it and find an alternative like at home learning.
Spend more time in nature—ground yourself, and you will have an easier time dealing with the confines of institutionalization.